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Quite lazy for these days, the project stoped. I need direction! First time to be team leader, set example for team mates is hard for me. My poor little confidence is weaker and weaker...

Che Guevara is a typically foreigner in my mind. He is open minded. Once he thought out a plan, he is gonna to make it without doubt. Like the trip north to Guatemala. I need the confidence and courage like his. I found I need various experiences. Che has quite a lot of experiences from his jobs and trips. I am growing too slow, I need various exciting things to fullfit my life. I don't wanna to waste my limited life!

despaired again

My girl's little shop was opened finally. I am glad and happy for her. And wish the shop will earn a lot of money. But the shop is not all belonging to us, also another 2 guys. We share the shop, we are partner. But I hate the girl. The other one is really good at such business. I feel I am useless. I feel despaired. What can I do in the fucking future......I wish there are some special events happened on me, whatever good or bad events, make me changed all over from the buttom to head......like ...phoenix~

About desire

I am trying to get control of it. Be controlled or get ride of it.

Memory in my head on the train

On the way back, what I remembered, what I wrote, on the train....

I feel love around me. From father and mother, friends, classmates in high school. When I was at home, walking on the street, spending time in the cafeshop... I feel I was just get to know how important of family and friendship. But, I am acturally 21 years old. I am sure I am a slower learner.

I should thank BX, my dear brother, who spend much more time with me, but not his girl or his books. Come back from school almost everyday, to spend boring and happy time with me. And also my father, he is a slow learner too. He is now gradly getting to know how important of relationship in each societies. I thank him for giving up the opportunity to get closer with his friends who will giving great help on his job in future.

Nice idea

A great idea jumped out when i was walking with my friend last night. Build a shop! With my 3 old friends. I will be the global goods hunter, while my parterns take care of the shop. They are great friends, grow up with me. This is a good idea that make value from our talents. We do have concepts, and these concepts may be the obstacle in the future to make us rich. But the concepts are also including NOTHING IMPORTANT THAN FRIENDSHIP.

It is one of my dreams in my future

I never consider dog as a pet but a company. I always wish i have a company. But human is too complex. Here is the ONE. His name is Sirius Socrates, Husky cross Malamute, male, 4 years old, Found straying. I will adopt him after i move into a private house.

the new start

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